So we will finally be seeing the pediatric surgeon tomorrow at 1 pm! Sadie has been fussing so much the past few days. I was thinking it's because of the hernias but I don't know...I hope so. I guess we'll find out once they get fixed. Sometimes it makes me feel like I'm not a very good mother. My child is so upset, to the point where she is doing that sad quiet, red faced crying and I can't always make her feel better. To make matters worse, now she has tears (babies don't get actual tears until about 2 months old) so it makes me want to cry too! Sometimes the bouncy seat helps (thank goodness for fisher price!) she gets distracted by the vibrations, fish and sounds but there are times when she is inconsolable. I just hold her and sing to her and rub her head. It really doesn't bother me in the sense that the crying is irritating, I just can't stand to see my child in that much pain, or uncomfortableness or whatever she is feeling. I plan to talk to the surgeon about that tomorrow maybe she can provide some answers. On the positive side we are so blessed to have such a great family (and so close) and each other and this wonderful, beautiful, daughter that has brightened our lives. Also, we are selling out Graco Winnie the Pooh swing, Sadie gets bored in it and needs more stimulation. I am getting (tomorrow morning) a "deluxe travel swing" from fisher price that is similar to her bouncer. It has lights and music and is interactive and she can kick and pull stuff and make the lights come on and stuff. I think she'll like that (I hope). I found it on Craig's list for a great price and the woman had only bought it for her daughter to put her stuffed animals in it (expensive swing for toys!) so it's basically never been used! I'll put pics up tomorrow! Until then...loves ya'll!
